Dilemma

Always appear offline no matter in which website
just to hope that i can enjoy stalking without being disturb
enjoy the silence in the virtual life
Sometimes i wish to appear offline in my life

Hide myself in a place
without any people nor things
stop mumbling beside my ears
sometimes i hate to be in a crowd

It's a dilemma for me
sometimes i am scare to be alone
seriously need hug or friends
argh
dilemma

That's life isn't it?
face dilemma no matter where or what
it's really hard for me to make a decision
i hate dilemma