a helpless night

I got my first insomnia in my life

never before and i suffer from it last night

can't do anything

i close my eyes but my brain still working

i find something to do to let myself feel tired

but the worst is no matter how

i can't did anything perfectly

That night

i can't even feel my own soul

feeling the dementors is surrounding me and sucking my soul away

they even suck away my happiness and memories

the only thing i can do is just lying on the bed and let my tears running down my cheek

helpless

the first time how i wish so much to see the sun

somebody says if you get insomnia is because u are in someone's dream

i wonder whether is it real

maybe the soul you lost it is in there

no wonder i can't find mine the whole night

Plan to walk out the room myself

maybe go lakeside or where

but i can't feel myself 

lost it,totally lost it

i lost myself at that moment

i try to shout out but i just can't

you can imagine how helpless i am that night

what a helpless night 

hope i won't lost my soul tonight

kiss my little bear and off to bed

i always believe that my dolls will wake up when i am in my dream