I am sorry i can't be perfect

I am sorry
I can't be perfect
I can't reach your expectation and even mine
I fail my academic english in the mid term test
Really Disappointed to myself

I am not a perfect girl
I am just a normal girl
Have a normal thought who wish to have a simple life
Sometimes, I am not what you always expected
Always, I try hard to reach your expectation
Just not to let you feel disappointed to me
n just want to hear a praise from you

I dun dare to tell anyone that i failed it
try hard to keep a smile on my face to hide the sadness
try hard to hide it from you
I scare to see your disappointed to me

My dear friends
I need your hug and comfort
but I dun dare to show you my failure
I am holly sad actually

Actually i am poor in english
I am not tat good like what you expected on me
please
dun expect  too much on me
it's a stress for me
I am tired with it
But i still try my best to fulfill it
just want to see a smile from you

I know what you do is for my own good
to give me motivation to do well in my studies
but at the same time
i get the stress which hiding inside

Thanks for giving high expectation on me
n Sorry that i failed to do it this time
Please forgive me instead of scolding me
Really sorry for it