Relationship between you and me

There is something should be telling you last night,but you are busy; there is something i should tell you u told me today,but i have no feeling to tell you ,and at last,i din tell you and you dunno it.Always,this happens between us.

Actually maybe it is not important to you but for me,it is. Something always pop out from my mind and it makes me feel uncomfortable.I din expect this thingy would be serious but it's really annoying me since you told me.It keeps coming out in my dream,so i knew it,once i din explain clearly to you ,i CAN'T even leave out from that dream.Oh gosh..

Again, during the 1 hour and 45 minutes flight ,i fall asleep and have the same dream.

Now the story begins..

In a night,u had insomnia and find me to have a chat.Suddenly we talk about our relationship ,but din say so clearly as i am in a sleeping mood . The people surrounding us may feel weird about our relationship and curious about how we feel to each other even your parents feel so.We are close enough until others feel something wrong between us.We knew there is nothing between us but others dun feel so.And THIS OTHERS keep disturbing my mind!So now,ONCE you are back to your home,i sure have this dream repeat and repeat!What the hell is this happening!

The dream begins like this..

One night,i receive a phone call from you.In the call,"you ask me if you want me to be your girlfriend,would i agree?" Seriously, i answer NO! Then you ask me why, and here is the most important part ! The reasons i reject in my dream,but now only a few i can hardly remember.

First,I admire you as a brother not a man or a boyfriend.You knew many things i dunno and i feel so fresh about it.Always,feel so nice to learn from you instead of others because you are close to me.It is not an easy job to open your heart to somebody,that's why...

Second,i am a blur girl in my life.Always, need a person to guide .I love to let you guide instead of others.I will kill myself if a stranger guide me.

Third, stick at you just because you are not my real brother.Just scare one day you don't want me .

Fourth,Although i got few brothers in kuching here who love dearly to me but none of them pamper me like you do.That's why i say you are the most close brother to me,and the most i treasure.

Fifth,can't you imagine how it's feel if we are together?Feel so yucks and so incest!Urgh,i can't continue imagine,super duper INCEST!!INCEST!!!Eiwww~

Sixth,i don't want a boyfriend who keep liking to pinch my cheeks and bite on me!sometimes,scold me too..haha!

Always the most brother i treasure in my life:)