12.2.2012

The first time i think i am so stupid.So many times the person tell me and explain to me about the budget report,but i still dun understand at all.I keep asking why and she almost get mad.I really dunno why it should be like that instead of not being like that.It is driving me crazy and make me feel like a fool.I dun even remember how much i bought the things a few minutes ago and now i have to memorize who is buying the things and why they need it and also the prices.What stupid report is this?Keep debit here credit there,plus here minus there,what's the point make your life so complicated?No other things to do isn't?Aiyoo...

Huh,feel funny.Almost twenty and i have never go into a pub before,i never go for clubbing for my previous twenty years.Seriously,i feel curious.Both of my dears have experienced it ,One love it and one hate it.How about me?I am still in a curious area.

According to my dears,one say clubbing is fun and relax.Drinking wine or beer to make yourself feel dizzy,dance with your friends and just enjoy it.Throw away all your minds and just follow the music.Another one say it is a complicated place.Full of noises and the people just dancing crazily inside.Men go to touch women butt and women go for men to touch.They enjoy it.It is the reason for them used to touch each other body.Hah,what a funny description huh..

I being protected no matter in Kuching or here.I still remember my promise to someone.A promise that i can't go clubbing without him,i know he is trying to protect me.Always,he tries to protect me.

Valentine's is coming.No boyfriend to celebrate,haha!How should i spent the night?Clubbing with my lonely friends?Or having a romantic candle dinner with a bunch of friends?What the hell is this day for?A special celebration day for couples,and what about us?Simply find a one night mate?Hahahha..Not funny at all.-.-