29.2.2012

Tired ,extremely exhausted day!Rushing here and there the whole day.Moreover,i got 8am class today.Damn torturing.

So hard to persuade myself to wake up,i wanna give up and continue sleep,but when i think of my attendance,i still have to go.Lack of motivation to wake up,not like last two semester,got a nice morning call to wake me up.None for me this semester.Go to campus in a dizzy way and direct lie on the table to continue my dream,until my lecturer came in.

Skip my last lecture class today.My phone played by me until low batt just to keep myself awake in the class,but still fall asleep.So,i decided,i have to go back to have a rest and start to do revision.I haven't even start a chapter and midterm is coming.Damn tired rushing from block A until block G.Luckily din follow those crazy coursemate walk until Block K to have their lunch.

Thought can finish the mission ,but who knows i failed to do it today.The people in charge not in the office today.Hmm..sorry i failed to finish it today.Think deeply,Never,i never reject once of your request.

Because is you,that's why i help.Because is your personal request,that's why i help.The point is BECAUSE IS YOU.There are thousands of reasons if a person willing to ignore your request,oppositely,there is none a reason to stop you if you are really willing to help.Enhmm,maybe you are really an important friend to me.A friend like how i love my two dears .

Sometimes i think,are my requests i want from you too much?Or i really rely too much on you?Every time ,i have to persuade myself not to request something from you,not even a companion sometimes..Less sms,less calls this few days.Okie,i have improve!But less smiley shown on my face.

I need your smile to brighten up my day even just a simple smile.
I need your messages to fill up my energy even just a short message.
I need your voice to make me brave enough to face this tough life even just a few sentences.
And a video call i wish to have but dun ask me why.

Maybe these wishes really too over for you.That's why i din ask from you.Hide deeply in my heart.

Good luck for me tomorrow.Quite nervous actually.I haven't start!*praying really hard to pass with a flying colours* Bless me for everything tomorrow:)