A silent day

Again,replacement class today.But the lucky is my first class start at 12pm.At least no so tired like yesterday.

So hard to wake up although it is almost noon.I have to get my letter which comes by an airplane.A birthday letter full of regards from Australia. So touched although it is just a simple letter.But the important is i received your regards ,a sincere regards.U are my first birthday regards,far from the oversea.Thank you!N i saw a lips on the postcard,is that u draw yourself?Thank you!Muackss..

Silent today.I wish to be alone,Just sitting there alone and thinking something.I think my friends sure feel that i am abnormal enough today.No much talking,no laughing just sometimes give a smile,even when they are chatting ,i just sit there and doing nothing with my handphone.I just want to be alone.

No emo.Just some thoughts keep coming out from my mind.I have to sit quietly and think about it.That's why now i am hiding myself from my gang in the computer lab now.Many assignments and midterm are coming.SO many things have to busy but i am lack of motivation.

The voice in my dream keep popping out.The question he asked last night which i din finish answering keep coming out from my mind."IF YOU DIN GET MY GOODNIGHT IN A NIGHT,WILL YOU SAD?""yes,i answered."WHY?"he asked. I wonder why too..

I tried before.Force myself to sleep in a night without his voice,but i failed to.I have to hear his voice before sleep just like a kid have to listen to bedtime story.Maybe the important is not the goodnight but the voice.I wonder why too..