This is what i feel now
Once i stepped out of the bathroom
the bed just like magnet attracts me
Ohh...Feel like i am in Heaven!!(once i stick on my bed)
Damn it, low progress today
The whole day only finish two chapter
Marketing this subject really torturing me ..
One chapter spends me few hours to digest
I can't imagine how the terms work that's why it is hard for me to memorize
I am not logic enough to study it
Torturing...
Every time when i have to study the subject which related to business
There is where my grave
You can see me studying like a dead body there thinking the meaning of the terms
Torture me a lot
damn marketing!
Okay,mummy say must not hate the things you hate
Have to love it although you hate it.
Okayyy, i love you marketing
So, let me pass with flying colours.
*You always dunno what my heart want from you my dear.
Few days ago,
D:have you finished your revision?
Me:No, still got few subjects to go.
D:Oh gosh,den how you gonna come back next week?Still got many to go that's mean you can't come back?
Besides satisfied my physical needs ,you dun even know my heart well.
The answer i wish to get from you is encouragement , even a simple "Jia you "or " good luck" is enough for me.But why it is always hard to get from you?Once i heard that reaction from you, i am down.Totally down. You always did this to me.
I seldom told you the problems i face here ,but sometimes you ask sure i told. Unfortunately, most of the times you say something that indirect hurt me instead of encourage me.You never know .Slowly, i am tiring to tell you my things here.
Anyway,i still love you.*

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