Terrible life

*The promise that u make touched my heart,but i really hope it is just a dream.Just a dream is enough for me.
Struggling between dream and reality.*

Extremely headache.Extremely uncomfortable 

What can i do to keep up myself just for this moment

Nothing much,i just pray for this few moments

After tomorrow morning how my physical n mental going to be i dun care

But please let me in good condition for this moment.

Tired 

The first time i can't stand for it.

i can feel my soul leaking little by little

After two weeks tortured

Finally i can't stand for it anymore

Recall back for two weeks ,i just realize how terrible my life is

Rushing to do this and that until din realize the time is running

Sitting in front of the laptop for hours and when i realize the time,it is almost morning

Even after class ,the first thing to do is discussion.

Night by night we sleep only few hours

Sometimes just have only one meal as are lack of appetite

Day by day,this is how my life

I am late for class today.

The first alarm ,i off it.

The second alarm,automatically i phoned someone.

The third alarm,i heard it but no energy to off it.

But once i suddenly think that someone asked me to phone ,i get my phone.

How is the process i pick up and phone i can't remember

what i say,what i answer and what the other person say i dun know

extremely blur.

In the bus to campus,i sleep

In class,i sleep

In the bus back to home,i sleep

I can feel the old injuries on my back start to pain,

i asked my dad,he say it still connect to the nerves that's why i will pain sometimes

Terrible life for this two weeks.

Most of the people ask how is your work but din ask how are you

They are more concern for your works than your life.

Reality life.

My whole body start feeling abnormal

But please let me pass my presentation just get sick

I dun care for others but for this assignment,let me get a nice score.

I pray.