Horrible night

I lost myself in that horrible night

Sacrifice with tons of blood
Just to get something I wish
Bet my soul on it
Just for once

And I lost it in a night
Nothing's left

"That's your deal." She said.

The words tore my heart apart
The tone of voice stabbed through my heart
The first time how much I wish to stay away from there
The first time I dun wish to hear from that voice which I familiar with

Highly sensitive emotional period. Most of the things will be heightened up during this period.
Especially emotions.

There are some sports or games that you have to bet your life into it.

And that's the best cure to get rid of your extremely down mood.

Of course there are some safety issues claimed. 

" Are you scare?" 

" No, because you are here." The girl beside me answer to the boy. 

" Are you scare?"

" No. Because I am alone." I answer. 

You never know how strong you are until you have no other choices.

Until there is someone for you to rely.  

Time to get my ass off from Facebook. Should I deactivate it? I wonder.